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Journal Entry: Fri Jul 4, 2008, 7:19 AM
B&W feature:



alrighty, here we go. The new feature is B&W. I have room for some more features for anyone that is interested. And a big thank you to those of you who have already participated.
I hope that you enjoy these works, and let the artists know how you feel about them please. I know that it was always helpful to get some feedback from the times that i was lucky enough to get something featured.


Personal:


My life has become very complicated, and its all been from my decisions, so I have no one to blame but myself. Thats why it has been a month and a half since I last wrote in my journal. Even now its not that things are any better, in fact they are probably worse than they have been, but I wanted to let everyone know that I've not fallen off the face of the Earth. I'm just feel lost and confused and unmotivated. I don't think I've taken a new photo in about those same two and a half months. Any new photos I've posted are ones that I've needed to work on, and finally took the time to do so, and got them out here.
Im not sure what I will be doing in the future, but I will try to continue to comment on all the wonderful work that everyone does. I appoligize to everyone, I'm not commenting as much as I normally do, and I hope no one thinks that i'm not looking at their work, or that I don't enjoy it. I know that I was usually commenting on many of the photos submitted, but well, its just been hard lately.
I will also try to submit more work, since a few people have been so kind as to send me a note asking when i would put up something new. To those of you who did :hug: I can't tell you how much it means to me now to hear those kind words of support and encouragement. Thank you.

DA Info:


Not much to say here I guess, I've stopped working with naturephotographer, because of everything else that is going on, but I still suggest that anyone with an interest in nature photography go and visit them, and join them as well. *naturephotographer
Perhaps some of you will volunteer to help them out, as they get a lot of sumbimmisions and it is hard to keep up with them all.

Other Info:


I don't have much other info right now, so again, if anyone wants to make announcements of some type, please let me know, i'll post them here.

Stamps:

  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: ipod
  • Reading: Band of Brothers
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: Persona 3 FES
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: Pepsi One

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well you will have to tell me whats up once i finally get around to sending you back your note.
ppwwesssee???

but whatever is going on, just keep your fingers crossed and hope it gets better. :hug:

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- Melanie

"Screw perfection. Just embrace the greatness [LIFE] as it is."
i don't have any ideas whats going on, but i hope you will be doing better soon. i've been through a period myself where things have gone very wrong because of my decisions and i can just say hang in there, and most importantly learn from it. i'm still trying to learn from it and i'm anxious for the time when i'm able to set things straight, but in the meantime, i'm waking up everyday and trying. i go through/have gone through those non photo taking times too. its not been easy cuz i have my brother in my facing telling me for someone who enjoys photography so much and who has a better camera than me, you aren't doing anything. i guess unless you have felt it, you don't understand. i hope you get out of your funk soon. the first photos i took when i got out of the funk felt so good. hope you are doing better soon. :hug:

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That's what your mom said, before I shaved her back! ATHF

Is there some tread left on those tires, or is it just like throwing a hot dog down the hallway? Family Guy
*hugs u* hope everything gets better for u
Well, you know how they say that every cloud has a silver lining. I think there's a bit of truth in that. I'm sure things will get better, they always do. And then you'll get over your photographer's block :hug:

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What's your pleasure?
I'm sorry your life is confusing right now. I do hope it gets better for you!

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"Wisdom is what's left after we'ver run out of personal opinions"
:hug: Thanks, I really appreciate the support and words. I hope i get out of it soon too, and can get back to taking photos, cause i know that right now I do actually miss doing it, but like this morning, beautiful sunrise, mist over the feilds, and I just didn't feel like going and getting my camera and setting up and doing it right. Anyway, thanks again for the comment. :D

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"I will show you fear in a handful of dust"
T.S. Eliot "The Waste Land"
:hug: Thank you. :)

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"I will show you fear in a handful of dust"
T.S. Eliot "The Waste Land"
Thank you, I appreciate the support.

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"I will show you fear in a handful of dust"
T.S. Eliot "The Waste Land"
:hug: Thanks, I appreciate the kind words, and support. I do hope i get over it soon, i really feel that i need to get out and do some work and try and get myself straightened around.

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"I will show you fear in a handful of dust"
T.S. Eliot "The Waste Land"

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